This article was originally published by Mennonite World Review

Miller: God, the mother who loves us best

In a bare, block-walled room I see them: young mothers. Their faces hang in that state of half-life between breath and desire, hungry. “Do you have any children?” I ask them. “How many?” “How old are they?” “What are their names so I can pray for them?”

Lucinda J. Miller

We are not allowed to ask what they have done or why they are in here, but we can ask about the children. Their faces soften, sadden, when they answer. Sometimes their voices catch. I used to think a mother who abandoned her children for drugs or a man must not really love them. Now I wonder if there is a mother alive who does not. Maybe, like these women, those who wound their children still love them but are caught in a wire-wheeled web of their own or others’ making, sticking helpless and stretched in every direction, riveted by demons from their past.

God is like a mother, some people say. Well, actually, I don’t think I’ve ever heard it said — not in my conservative circles, not about Yahweh, God of the Bible. Still, I don’t know why not. Surely, if men and women were jointly created in the image of God — the two natures joined for a more perfect representation of the whole — comparing God to a mother is not stranger or more radical than comparing God to a father or claiming he was human.

God is like a mother in these ways:

— In the way he loves. I have at some point, probably, doubted every person in the world who said they loved me. But mom I never doubted. She gave her life for me, for her husband and for her children. The love I see in her is the same sacrificial love I see in Christ.

— In the way he listens without judging. “You need to learn to say how you’re feeling inside,” my mom told me once. And so I told her. She wanted to hear. Because I told her, I also told other people, later. Because I told her, I also told God.

— In the way he nurtures. A child grows in a mother’s womb, ecstatic, warm, knowing only her. A mother sings, crooning love to her baby. A mother sends a spoon swooping like a bird to her little one’s mouth. As a mother nurtures her child, so God nurtures his.

— In the way he heals. A mother kisses the toe her child holds up. Lays a bandage across his knee. A mother’s touch has healing properties: the power to transforms a feverish, flu-drenched forehead to a cool and comforted one. The touch of God also heals.

— In the way he forgives. Cly­temnestra, a mother in Greek mythology, hounded vengeance on her murderous son from her grave. My mom, though — if I killed her — would die desperate not for her life and happiness, but for mine. From her grave, she would send me blessings. Jesus forgives like that. On the cross, he prayed from his heart for his children, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”

— In the way he gives birth. This is, I think, the truest way God is like a mother. A father also may love, listen, nurture, and heal. Yet who but God and a mother can bring something beautiful from immense pain?

Who but God and a mother can writhe in agony for hours, life’s blood lost, and still when they see the child, the pure life they have brought forth, burst into paroxysms of joy? Who but God and a mother has the patience to nurture this thing — still squiggly and eelish, unformed — through months of discomfort, to give it sustenance from their very body until finally the sightless is light and the birthless is life?

Who but God and a mother?

Lucinda J. Miller lives in Boston. She is the author of Anything But Simple: My Life as a Mennonite and blogs at

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