As I headed for retreat in Arizona’s Verde Valley, words of Eastern Mennonite Seminary colleague Linda Alley, insights honed as spiritual director, still rang: “I imagine it as a pilgrimage. The journey itself will teach you and not necessarily the destination. As every pilgrim comes back changed and brings gifts, you will also. I wish for you many holy moments.”
What happened? Three factors stand out:
First, during retreat, around when the Washington Post’s Paul Schwartzman said psychologists and massage therapists report client panic over apocalyptic election scenarios, a loved one called to process such anxiety. What, we pondered, is our hope if this really happens?
Montezuma Well provided one complex response. A spring has long fed this near-lake. Its waters probably originally fell on the Mogollon Ridge far above and miles away 10,000 years ago. Eventually the Well drew people, their cliff houses dating back a thousand years still visible in the rim. The water exits into a channel built perhaps by the Hohokam, who irrigated 60 acres of crops. The National Forest Service says that for many cultures Montezuma Well is sacred, “a place of power, not to be visited lightly.”
Almost forever, as human history goes, that spring has fed that well. Now there I was, drawing hope from being alive in this moment, grateful to learn from prior journeyers. Complicating hope was that the cliff houses are empty. The Europeans who eventually arrived didn’t totally destroy the beauty and bounty, but local mesquite trees adapted to almost no rain are threatened as humans lower the water table.
Any hope for our own future will need to thread through the possibility that our culture is already shaping the ruins future civilizations will visit.
From Arizona I traveled into a second factor, politics juxtaposed with the convention of the National Council for Behavioral Health, my wife Joan’s employer. I attended the awards evening just as primary election results arrived. Often winning: being biggest, baddest, boldest; urging torture, war crimes, racism, xenophobia.
Although Christian language wasn’t explicit, the awards, in contrast, celebrated serving, in effect, “the least of these,” those facing mental and behavioral challenges.
The climactic award went to a sheriff who talked down from suicide people preparing to leap from the bridge he monitored. Though that was heroic enough, a standing ovation supported his naming his own depression and his walk with a suicide-tempted son.
Then in a few final Verde Valley hours, I showed Joan my places of pilgrimage. At Sycamore Community Park, she reacted as I had. Through a sometimes worn and dusty town runs Beaver Creek, lined by ordinary houses, running under an ordinary bridge. Yet it carries the outflow of Montezuma Well. So, in its ordinariness, Beaver Creek bears millennia of hopes dashed and raised, cultures vanishing and rising.
“But it’s like the Branch,” Joan said. Precisely. If Branch Creek, a quick walk from home, and Beaver Creek were transposed, only details would have told us which was which. Two-fold holiness: first, this site offered our souls a path into the holy. Second, it reminded that in our own ordinary lives holiness is so close by.
Apocalypse does seem to hover near. We don’t know how much will die before resurrection. But I’m grateful for what Linda helped me see along the way.
Michael A. King is dean, Eastern Mennonite Seminary; publisher, Cascadia Publishing House LLC; blogger and editor, Kingsview & Co.